'Stop being so weak.' -Otome Ayui

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What are you afraid of? 


One easy word, but everyone in this world owns it. 


Losing faith in humanity, being weak when facing that exact person. 


Whole body is shivering in the unnecessary thoughts, not wanting to pry through the depth in the dark hole, I can't help myself but keep searching for the only faith. 


"Are you okay? "

One word, hundreds of anxiety. 


"I'm fine. "


Blaming yourself for saying a Iie, hoping they would never tear apart the mask, humanity is crueler than you thought. 

The figure I saw in them when they're turning away, I saw the evil smile in it. 


Eyes widened at it, feeling everything pointing at me, laughing at me. 


'Stop being so weak.'


The other clone of my own is reminding me about this, forcing myself to step out from the line I draw, wanting to discard the thought. 


It is all the wrong choices. 


I didn't choose to be in the darkest path. 


The universe decided all this, everything is turning into dust. 


Protecting that one little pride of my own, blood and tears is filling the whole room. 

Holding my breath while drowning, letting my hand out waiting for someone to pull me out from here. 


The wave of the water is hitting my face,the stinging smile of blood hurts my nose. 

Been expecting nothing but I still want to catch the light, the darkness in my shadow keeps increasing. 


In the end, we get swallowed in darkness. 



You, me, and us. 

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